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Name: Amy
Birthday: 8/11/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: Well...I love singing and being on stage. I love theatre and every facet of it. I'm a theatre major at Bethel. I have awesome friends at home, at school, and in Australia. I like to read a lot, but I rarely find time to do it because I'm insanely busy.
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  flashsong7
MSN: snowballamy@hotmail.com
Member Since:
5/17/2005
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| I hate wedding planning. At first, it was fun, but the fun has gone out of it and it's not fun anymore. I feel like I'm doing everything. Adam is so helpful and is doing everything he can and his family is so helpful as well, it's just, I don't know what I need help with. What I need is the day to be 30 hours or something like that so I can catch up. I'm trying to keep on track with my wedding checklists at the Knot and in my books, but they're not helping either. Things seem to just keep falling through. I really wanted Dr. Bob to do my wedding and last semester it was looking like it was going to happen....and then he got too busy and had to back out so currently I have no minister and no florist. UGH. I'm also trying to book the string quartet from Bethel, but I can't get a hold of anyone and they don't even know if they'll have a cellist next semester. AH! Yet another road block. I'm trying to be patient and let God handle all of this, but it's hard when everyone's breathing down your neck for answers. Also...the invitations....the proofs haven't come in. We've been waiting for it seems like ever and we need to order them so we can get them addressed and out on time. With as much as I'm working, I don't have that much time to address 400 envelopes and get them out in time if I don't get them soon. I've also been working on the registries, again, for what seems like ever trying to make sure that we don't forget anything that we need. Last but not least in my pity party rant, my mom is throwing me a "blessings" shower in Marquette when I go home in a month. Blessings showers are pretty popular in our little circle of friends up there because it's like a shower except with words of wisdom to go along with it. I like them a lot :) So my mom decides that she's not going to invite my stepmom because my dad hasn't given enough money for the wedding to support the amount of people he wants to come. So now the olive branch between my families has been burned and everyone's mad at me because they always put me in the middle of everything. Why is it when families get together on a supposedly joyous occasion, it turns out to be more trouble than it's worth? Plus...I really have no one to throw me a shower down here.... | | |
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Grey's Anatomy - Season Two
By Ellen Pompeo, Sandra Oh, Katherine Heigl, Justin Chambers, T.R. Knight, Chandra Wilson, James Pickens Jr., Kate Walsh, Isaiah Washington, Patrick Dempsey
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Hm. My last entry was a bit...depressing. Ick. I don't like to be depressing. The show is going well. I can't believe it goes up next week. AH. I need to find someone to work for me Saturday. I forgot to request it off because I'm a retard. I hate school. (OK, a bit depressing...sorry) I just want to quit. If I didn't have only one semester after this, I bet I would. I like learning, I just don't like the responsibility that comes with being a student (such as homework and such). Bah! | | |
| I don't want to be angry anymore. I feel like my life has been centered about anger. Angry people, angry experiences, and people underestimating and underappreciating me. I don't want to give up, but I'm starting to feel like my best is not good enough. How is that fair!? The answer: It's not. I've faced a lot of things. I really do feel that theatre is my calling, but being a senior and having no real direction is rather daunting...and frustrating. Frustration though, leads me back to anger. Angry is not a place I want to be. I'm crying out to God....I think I need to learn to listen better. | | |
| I'm angry. I can't find my books anywhere. I hate that our house is such a mess that I can't find my books. That's gotta be a bad sign. I didn't lose them intentionally. I happen to like those two. Ugh!
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| I'm looking for a new computer. Mine's crap. Hoping to find one soon.
Today was my 1/2 sister's wedding. It was pretty. I was pissed cuz I had to miss Don Hunter's wedding for it, but it was pretty nonetheless. :) She looked beautiful and it was fun to hang out with the family again....sorta. lol It's hit or miss with my family...and it's usually miss.
Back to Indiana tomorrow....all this driving's killing me. Meh...it was worth it. :) | | |
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